fathinaazzahra

sayang, this is not a goodbye. this is a thankyou. thankyou for the life we shared, i hope one day we can meet again, my last risk and greatest love. i dont regret anything about us, u are the bless i had ever, i may hurting you, but im trying my best, i gave the best version i could do, im starting to accept that it is, what it is, even tho i really want this to work even just a once, maybe there are things that we cant force just make it happen, i already know the first place that i will end up like this but im still thankfull for the lessons ive learning not only love but also in life. loving you feels like im in fantasy world, u made me the happiest person i ever had. you are the reason why i believe in love again after a long time you are the reason why i can genuinely smile before and words will never be enough how grateful iam to tell the world why you are the best. u taught me a lot things. now i can do only watch you from a far.

Aku inget pertama kali kita ketemu, nggaakan pernah nyangka aku sama kamu bisa sampe sejauh ini. Meski saat ini kita banyak berantem, saling nyakitin satu sama lain, bahkan aku yang banyak ngecewain kamu zid. Aku ngerasa ngga pernah pantes buat dapetin kamu, kok bisa aku sejahat itu sama kamu? :")  13 Juli aku nulis blog ini, hari ini ulang tahunmu sayang. Selamat bertambah usia sayangku, belahan jiwaku, pelipur laraku.. semoga kamu senantiasa diberi kenikmatan yang nggaada habisnya, diberkahi, sehat dan panjang umur. Apapun harapan kamu, dan doa kamu semoga bisa terwujud satu satu. sayang, dunia mungkin boleh hancur dan berantakan, kita mungkin boleh berantem terus, tapi semoga kamu dan aku selalu dikuatkan, saling meluk satu sama lain, dan ngga akan pernah melepas genggaman satu sama lain. tapi jangan pernah nyerah sama keadaan ya sayang, jangan pernah nyerah sama hubungan kita. kalau emang udah nggaada alesan lagi buat kamu bisa bertahan sama aku, jadiin aku alesan terakhir kam...