A Letter To My Future Husband

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dear my future husband,


the reason i'm writing this letter bcs i can't stop thinking abt u, i can't stop imagining how my future husband will be. 

i'm sitting here and counting that day before I meet you.


i'm praying for you, i am waiting for you, God looking after me until we meet. so please don't worry.


i just want to tell u,

i want to spoil you, i'm just a sentimental girl, chaos, and have unstable emotions.

but i always do the best version of myself. to be a better woman actually.

I really do wish I could see you, and tell u abt everything that happens in my life.

I want to tell u abt my dream, my wildest fantasies, darkest stories, deepest secrets, sad days and good days. I was wondering if having a conversation with you makes me feel like nothing is more important in this world than u and sure our lil family. bcs u are my whole life, my soulmate, my home, my safe place and my everything. 

so please, i don't want you to be afraid to show sides of urself u dont want to show. I just dont want u to feel sorry for your insecurities. i want to share the real you, share the real version "you" with me. 

and I want to be there beside you as you're fulfilling your dreams-- encouraging you every steps of the way. I want to laugh if you're having a bad day. I want to make you fall in love with me every single day. I want to share anything with you. 

and I hope that we work like a team in God's Kingdom.

I hope that we push each other in the areas where we are strong and encourage each other  in the areas that we're struggling. 

I pray you are as loving as your loyal, I pray you have an unbreakable bond with God along with your family, I pray that you're intelligent enough to teach me how to learn more, be more and see more, while not being too stubborn to listen and learn from me as well. and I pray that when you get mad at me, you won't do things out of spite. I pray your actions are so powerful that I never have to underestimate your words. I pray you have a sense of  humor and can move mountains on days where I can't even move out of bed. I pray you protect my heart as if i ertr a spitting images of you. I pray you love me as much i do.  i pray you love me enough that you will never turn your back on me bcs the bond we have is way more important than any disagreement, confrontation or misunderstanding.

I pray our love is living proof that true love does exist.


I can't promise you a perfect relationship bcs there will be arguments, fights, misunderstanding, obstacles and problems we'll go through. But I can promise you that despite what happens in the future, I will be by your side every step of the way and I will always support and loving you unconditionally.


And last, I hope that u dont give up on me.

so dear my future husband, if you are finally reading this that means that i have found you.. and i am so glad.



your future wife

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