everything's feels so wrong

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i love so  easily bcs i was raised with a love that's so easy. its why everytime i try to be numb and hard. they make it so simple. love when u can. give when u can. understand what you can. and if it all falls apart, like it usually goes, come back with the peace of having given it your all. so i try to be kind. i try, try and try.

i want to get drunk and cry. it's feels like every beat of my heart in my bones and try to be kind. i'm hurt and i feel every gush of my blood in my chest. i'm lied  to and i feel every tear of their words in my soul, and i try to be kind. 

i'm left behind and i feel every inch of empty space on my skin and try to be kind.

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